Songs that my heart is humming at the moment

For quite sometime now, I have been asking myself what are those songs that would be able to describe the current affairs of my heart (sigh). It's quite difficult to find songs when you are down there trying to get out from drowning. But music is my company through thick and thin - they mirror transparently what I feel inside and out. I realized I put myself in such a damn task of finding these songs just to put it in my blog? Yes, I decided to put it in my blog for one reason - the easiest way to post. I really would want to write and my mind is overflowing with "bloggable" topics but it refuses to cooperate. And so to cope up from my hiatus, I decided to post the lyrics of the songs that my heart can identify with(Naks). If you would like to listen to its melodies, just play the songs located on the left pane of this page. You can't miss it - it's bloody red.

Afraid for Love to Fade
The Company

My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find myself believing
That I just have to see you again

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

Like a child again
I'm at a loss for words
How does one define
A crush combined with longing?
Longing to possess you oh so dearly
I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
Let me say the things and say the words
To let you know
I would rather say the awkward words
Than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true

Just Once
James Ingram

I did my best, but I guess my best wasn't good enough
'cause here we are back where we were before
seems nothing ever changes
we're back to being strangers
wondering if we ought to stay or head on out the door

Just once
can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
why we never last for very long
what are we doing wrong.
just once
can't we find a way to finally make it right
to make the magic last for more than just one night
if we could just get to it
I know we could break through it.
Ohh ohhh

I gave my heart
but I think my heart may have been too much
'cause lord knows we're not getting anywhere
seems we're always blowing
whatever we've got going
and it seems at times with all we've got
we haven't got a prayer....

Just once
can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
why the good times never last for long
where are we going wrong
just once...
can't we find a way to finally make it right
to make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we could break through it
if we could just get to it

(Bridge)
Just once, I want to understand.....
why it always comes back to goodbye;
why can't we get ourselves in hand
and admit to one another
we're no good without each other
take the best and make it better
find a way to stay together

Just once…
can't we find a way to finally make it right...Ohhhh
to make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we could break through it
if we could just get to it

Just Once...
Ohhhh, we can get to it
Just Once...
Even If
Jam Morales

All those sleepless nights
All the tears I cried
All the pain I kept inside
I kept asking myself why
You had to say goodbye

Was it just a dream
When you said to me
That there is someone new in your life
You could have at least lied
The truth just scared me

Chorus:
Even if...
You mean the whole damn world to me
I can forget you, wait and see
I can be strong even without you
I can't waste my life forever
Hoping you'd come back to me
But deep inside I know
I'll be waiting here for you

(instrumental)

Even if...
You mean the whole damn world to me
I can forget you, wait and see
I can be strong even without you
I can't waste my life forever
Hoping you'd come back to me
But deep inside I know
I'll be waiting here for you